Saturday, August 12, 2006

Yay! First week of school is gone and I'm home for the weekend (:

And seems that I have a certain interesting character on my tagboard. hmmm. Very interesting indeed. But thanks to everyone who sort of defended me. I'm glad to know that there are people who appreciate. Was a tad angry at first at the comments, but after a round of thinking through, didn't feel much for it already. Occurs to me that I don't care what others feel, God's thoughts matter most to me than anything.
So yeah, I'm good. (:

Wanted to think of something super interesting to blog about, but seems that interesting is really not in my dictionary right now. Life is not mundance neither is it spectacularly engaging. I mean if I would to put in normal terms, like that lo!
Just that school has been slack cause tutorials and lab haven't started. But I am already like falling asleeep in lectures. Bad start. I miss michelle! At least I didn't SNORE like the guy behind me in Math Lect. Think his snores woke me up or something.

Brings me to my next point, university life is all about independency and discipline(okay fine, like who don't know!). I don't know like 99.9% of the people in lecture hall. Everyone seems to be preoccupied with something. Chiteng's timetable and mine clash like morning and night, so couldn't really meet up during school. Felt REALLY alone most of the time. Last time in NJ, my whole class will move from one venue to the other and I felt really comfortable being in the group. Now is really no one will bother about you. You can skip lecture for all you want. Michelle will drag/pull/coax me to lectures when I feel like escaping to the library for a nap. BOOHOO WHERE IS MY MICHELLE :(

Do you like being alone? I like but not during lesson when I really need someone by my side to watch over me. This induces my next point again. I am really learning not to be such a 'spoilt brat' as MANY people like to put it(I really don't know why!). Eh actually I do feel that I am not, just that I can't do certain things well and thus better for others to do it for me only. HAHAHA. Someone in canoe polo just told me I AM THE SPOILT BRAT. Damn. It's like those times in NJ canoeing, where the 11 of them will insist I am THE SPOILT BRAT, while allocating better roles to the rest of the team. I feel victimised. Hahaha. But well, spoilt brat means entitled to ALOT of things right? If it meant that can whine and demand then I don't mind the label. muahaha.

Oh and what's the joke about team-MAID? teammate or teamMAID? Hahahaha. Very interesting. Okay despite uni life being cold and hard, glad that God made arrangements for me in such a way that I am really well taken care of. Got chiteng and peishan they all. Joanne and huimin. Glad to know that there are people around for me. Though peishan likes to be alone, or like to be kidnapped by *ahem* someone else(made me SO worried okay!), I think she got no choice but to entertain me. Hahaha. We can take funny photo with my macbook. *grins*

Escape a little today. It sure felt good. (: