Friday, July 07, 2006

As I look at the things that unfolds around me, I can't help but asked,

'How did people get so complicated?'

From Adam and Eve to this day, what have we done to ourselves? I do believe in the good in EVERYBODY but it seems that the more we progress the more we lose this goodness. We can be sure that our God didn't change. He said in His Words that Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever. I am not saying that we shouldn't improve ourselves and should just live in village and be farmers. I just cannot understand WHY people can get so complicated?

Why did we hurt somebody? Is it our character that determine this behaviour? Or it is the situation that we are in that force us into it? I do believe that no one will feel TRULY good when they hurt somebody. Not even if they meant to take revenge. I see that you hurt her and vice versa. But is it that hard to bury the past and TRY(i mean at least TRY) to move on? I feel so tired just looking at the both of you.

When you hit the raw spot that people don't want you to know, they always tell you, 'You have never been through this you don't know how I feel.' Don't give me that okay. Not going through the situation doesn't mean that God won't give me the wisdom about it. And understanding of certain things do not need to come from experience. Observation counts too. But of course, not as if I am going to tell you how I feel because I won't and like you will listen.

I see people getting so hurt by love. It is so funny! Isn't it an irony? Love is suppose to be so much more but it ended up becoming an instrument we use to inflict hurt. Of course I am not saying that every relationship will end up like a typical fairytale. I know there are bound to be disappointment and tears, I do recognise the bittersweet element about love. What I mean is that do not use somebody's love for you to hurt the person because it is down right wrong.

1Cor13 - Love is patient, love is kind...it keeps no record of wrongs...It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Love never fails

Isn't that what it is suppose to be about? And of course, it would be idealistic to seek love of such calibre. But I would at least like to see love that keeps no record of wrongs or a love that always trusts. Cannot fulfill all but at least fulfill one la. It was meant to be something beautiful, but because of our own human complications, we twisted the whole truth about love. Oh man I can't stop frowning.

It seems that there is always dozen of distractions that keeps us away from God. Like what crystal told me,' Flies won't fly on hot stoves.' But we, are acting as though we are lukewarm stoves that are calling the flies to come to us. The worst thing is sometimes we refuse to change the way we are because we try to deny God. Have you ever tried denying God? It's like He place in you certain things that He wants you to do or some things He wants you to change but you ignore them. End up at the end of the day you feel so drained and you feel so wrong that you totally don't know what you are doing.

Was talking to shiying that day. She said something about wishing for the wrong things but God corrected her. God has plans for us. He always does. We also have plans for ourselves. Like we always do. Should God change your original plan and want you to follow His, this is my encouragement for you this day:

It's not that when God change your plans means that He has OTHER plans for you.
It means that He has BETTER plans for you.

Don't treat God's plans for you just as 'other plans' or 'another alternative', view it as a better plan and God will never fail you.

So people..... can we be lesssssss complicated??? heheh.

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*cheers.