Thursday, October 19, 2006

Watching Grey somehow strike some chords, in many ways which I hate and dig it. I guess some things just won't stay dormant because you hide them in the darkness. In many ways like how one tries to stuff everything up the closet only to have them all tumble down on her someday. Do we all do that really? Each and everyone of us. Seriously, does knowing really beats wondering?

There is a comprehension that certain questions don't have answer. We all only know it too well. When we take things at face-value, maybe it might eat us more than if we do it properly. There is always this reverse reaction to so many issues, trying hard and end up realising that maybe not trying was better. Saying things then discovering the payoff for silence is actually so much higher than explanation. How do we even know what's right?

Grey's Anatomy is a good show seriously. Like all the previous ones I've talked about. Maybe, you will discover a little more about yourself after thinking while watching the episodes. I don't know how its like for the rest but I sure need some research. On myself nonetheless. The suprising talk I had with someone. The realisation of things that I knew were always there but I choose to ignore.

Maybe the person was right? If the person was right, then what do I do about myself? I had told myself that I knew what was what all along. I knew my place I knew my work I knew my everything. I knew outside myself. The things I've come to realise. If it all wasnt what I made it out to be, then I will seriously need to sit down for a while. And if i really shut the compartment up, can I even open it again?

On a lighter note, Dr McDreamy is really cute. haha. (: