Friday, February 02, 2007

In the light of certain events, I am seeing some light, feeling some degree of enlightenment I have never felt before. For now I see life as something much more than life, value it's fragility that I once scorned at. Emotions are overrated, at least to me. We can suppressed that, if we really try hard enough.

I have been thinking. Life is short. Like really short if you were to look at it. There are more uncertainties than constant, which makes the whole experience really frightening yet overwhelming in a good way. And we shouldn't spend such moments being angry with someone, mulling over disappointments, being meticulous with the wrong details and totally missing out what we were made to be. I don't want to commit such a grave mistake.

Don't get me wrong, many of you tend to do that often. I am not saying we should be flamboyant and live life loud the mistaken way. Nor am I advocating that we should not be appreciative of the small details and be grateful for the simple things. All I am saying and all I am thinking that we should make it count.

It wasn't meant to be easy, it almost never was. But each one of us made it through anyway. Perhaps we half-dragged and half-forced ourselves through the darkness. And maybe I had it better cause I have Jesus and He gave me people I could count on. I guess we all just need to take a little time, make a little realignment and maybe we would be right.

I hope we could be right...