Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Hi God.

I'm not unhappy with the way You have arranged the things for me. I am actually kind of glad that You got back to me so fast, so obvious. And it feels good to be not doing much and yet things are falling into place. You know how I worked the best and Your ways are so much higher than me.

It's just that sometimes I feel a bit down when I can't do what I wanted to do. It is not that I am used to having my ways. It's just that it hurts a little to be throwing the ambitions and plans away when I know I could do much more.

So help me to live my life the way You want me to cause honestly speaking, I don't know how else to go on already. But I am alright with the current arrangements. Just help me to be convicted of it.