Friday, May 11, 2007

One week passed quickly.

I am glad to be back at work, for nothing much has changed. I am impressed and yet amused at how things were kept the way they were when I left. And when I returned, nothing much varied and I find myself in a safe place that I am comfortable in. I just can't believe that nothing change, when in uni all I know is all the constant changes that I see and I feel. So when the crazy world keeps on spinning, I thank God He brought me back to somewhere familiar. That's a feat, at least to me. Hello, you can call me skeptical because that what I am now. Nothing but skeptism.

So today we visited the newborn. Boy, is he an angel (: Babies are cute! Though karen will tell you otherwise but I really think they are the sweetest thing in the world. Even the mother that had carried him around for 9 months will tell you that he is worth all the pain. I looked at him today. And I looked at all the newborns in that nursery. I cant help but think that 'Damn, they are going to go through so much shit when they grow up.' It's not that I think they shouldn't be born, it's just I know that they will experience issues that will break them when they grow up.

Oh great. Now I am skeptical and cynical. Somebody better put a stop to all these. I need to be all cheery and shiny again.

Okay so Derek did rejected the flirtation of that hot girl in the bar. But I heard that the hot girl got signed up for 13 episodes next season. Any veteran tv junkie will know that it means something to be signed on for THAT many episodes. So don't be too hopeful yet about the Meredith and Derek issue.

We should never be TOO hopeful of anything.

I forgot to mention in my last post while talking about crossing the line. Maybe you thought that George was confused about his feelings for Callie and Izzie, maybe the line was not clear and he didnt know if he crossed it. But I thought that its quite a lousy excuse to blame the line for your own wrong. You know, you can blame the line for being blurred, you can blame the situation for being intricate. You can attribute the wrong almost to anything. You can do that if you can live with it.

Maybe we should take a step back and be like Lynette. Who knows? It can very well be that we dont want the line to be that clear and that straight because deep down, we enjoy crossing it yet we don't know how else to explain our straying. I never say things are simple and always just right or wrong. I know how grey some things can get. But more than often God gave us the power to paint the consequences of our decisions.

Are you a wise painter?

But anyway, I dont want to bring this further in case I got misunderstood(as what happen ALWAYS). To prevent myself from sounding too blue or emo, I shall insist that whatever thoughts I posted has nothing to do with what happen to me. Just some things I draw from everywhere, anywhere. Nothing in particular, not addressing anything, not being specific. Hahaha.
Alright, let's end the post with the new darling. He looks so peaceful! And definitely cute (: