Saturday, August 26, 2006
Hello, so we are on this topic of making new friends huh?Everybody is talking to me about university life. The transition period, choices to make, things to take note of. And it feels nice to know that you have been missed (:
Shows that well, your existence has been taken into consideration even if you are not around.
I know I have been complaining long enough about the lack of familiar faces in my course.Maybe it's time to do something. Haha. My dear classmate from Nj even took time to 'teach' me how to make new friends during lecture. 'Go target the loners...'
Hahaha. So cute la.
Maybe, just maybe it's time to do something about my sad circle of friends in uni. muahah. 3 weeks have gone by, I technically haven't make any new friends by my own credits. Meaning, the new people that I've known are through another mutual friend or they are very friendly. Let's try to analyse why:
1. It's my face.
2. It's my face.
3. It's STILL my face.
Grrrr. I have a not-nice face :( that's why cannot make any new friends. Boohoo. I seriously think it's my face. I really cannot recount the number of people that has commented on my dao face. It's not I want one, I promise. Hahahah. I am just damnnn shy leh. Why nobody believe me? Very saddening.
Today talked to this guy senior from cp. He was telling us that actually he finds the 3ofus(chit,me&lp) quite crappy. He thought we werent that approachable but now that he sees us talking nonsense, the perspective changes. Then he have to add in 'especially you lo huiying! you look like somebody owe you ALOT of money leh!'
-_-" wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh damn sad leh. If someone really owes me ALOT of money I don't mind that comment but nobody owes me any money lo. Not even 10cents. ):
Okay so now we have establish that the root of the problem is MY FACE. Then now it's time for solutions. And I think there can only be one: SMILE MORE. So next time you catch me smiling in a silly way around in school, don't ask me why okay. Hahahaha. I am such a friendly person lo!!! Yay! Peishan hor! She is worse than me. muahahah. But she got make new norway and french boyfriends! *mock anger* If like that I also want to play basketball everyday. Hahahah.
God bless me with friendly people please. I respond much much better to friendly people heheh (:
People do change. They have to change. Whether is it for the better or for the worse we cannot dictate. It is the circumstances that force them into it, it's inevitable sometimes. When things got to happen and you refuse to absorb only leaves you with more pain. Now you just got to tell yourself, 'Change is good, change is inevitable'.
It's a little different without you. It's always better when we were together.
Random ha.