Thursday, May 25, 2006

Thought I could maybe do a lot of things by myself, but end up have to take a BRAKE today.
Like brake, because it was literally a stop.

Past few days have been amazing. Slept at two wake up at six. My mother was on the verge of disowning me because I come home everyday at 11pm. Hahaha and to top it off, my clothes are like everywhere. On my bed, my chair, my table. Papers thrown everywhere, socks and cups and bowls. My room was in a horrible mess!

Okay I exagerrated a little little bit. But yesterday finally had the time to clean things up. Now my room is looking great(again!). But no matter what, Persis said maybe God wanted me to rest today. So now I'm not doing anything in particular. Just stealing some time to blog and rant. Laze around and try my best to get the resident headache out.

Things are starting to fall into place, with June nearing and school starting. Many things to think about and consider. University expenses and everything is more than enough to occupy this tiny brain of mine. How not to be caught in this world and yet survive. And it's really hard trying to trust God when reality speaks a different language.

But those future thoughts aside. Happy things are definitely in the process. No matter how hectic these days are, they are always fulfilling. Mission trainings have been great, Gabriel is great and everyone is nice. Seeing him wanting to act in a the mime is really very encouraging. When somebody passive stands up, he stands out. Work has been cool too. Next week is my last week with them already, I'm starting to feel real sad.

Chiteng bought an ipod nano! Can you believe it!!!!!! I am still trying to register this shock. Hahah. And I think Ikea is a great place to spend money. Plus yesterday is such a cool day. HE SMILED AT ME (: AGAIN! He is so nice, isnt he..

Right, that was totally random but totally loving it. Chit and lp complain that I havent been spending time with them. So today shall be meeting them to catch up (: My dog is complaining too you know. My mum said she went on a hunger strike because I haven't been around. My mum went to great pains to feed her every meal. Pacify and coo. Just now I successfully fed her without having to do much. My mum is scrowling at my dog now. So much for equality huh. Hahaha.

Yeah! Here comes the weekends. Today the brake has been pulled. Tonight the accelerator will be hit.

Embrace myself for the ride! (: