Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Was talking to chuhan this afternoon via msn while at work.

Hey! Why you always say I bluff you.. I really thought of you all the time.

Don't you know me? I am such a sentimental freak that I tries very hard to conceal this part of me because it really makes me look childish.

Especially towards my friends, my team, my dog, my family.
Okay does that already include everything? hahah.

Dear Chuhan,
You think just because you are in Nihon and away from us means that we will just forget all about you? Obviously some things are always more than that.

Do you remember when you just went there, we had to talk via emails. And each email was always long, emotionally charged and deeply engraved with sincerity. As much as I snub technology, I enjoyed receiving your emails at that time. I was glad to know that you are doing well and you met *ahem*.

Then it moved to msn. Talked abit more, got more excited hearing from you. Then there were times that you called and we both can't contain the joy and delight. Especially today. When I told you about my decision of going NTU. What you said really tugged my heart.

'Whatever you do just remember that there will always be one supporter of yours here okay?'

Hey, it meant something to me okay.

People always laments about my short term memory. Well the truth be told, most of my brain capacity went on to remember things that my heart wants to remember. Who say the heart and the mind cannot work together? Mine has the best partnership. hahas.

Do you remember how me and minghui always bully you in class? Sit beside you during lecture and she will hit you and I will follow simultaneously. HAHA. I enjoyed it! I think you did too right? Or how we call you funny names like Lard Bomb and FattyBomBom. Hey we were creative didn't we? And we hung on to each other during GP lessons. Erm, like I fell asleep and you followed suit that kind of thing.

You see, I really think back and I really misses them.

sigh, why am I always harping on the past? Haha I cannot seem to take separation very well on my path. I can forsee when I leave cmu, how sad I will be because I am so going to miss ziqun,mis and xinying.




aiyahhhhhhh, forgive me can? I am one who cries even while watching the likes of Lilo and Stitch and Monster Inc.

BOOHOOHOO.