Friday, July 21, 2006

What kind of person I am/used to be?

Haha what a weird question to ask myself this time of the night. If you know the answer please leave a tag. For now I would like to try to answer that myself. Was waiting for the clothes to be washed so started to read through the past letters I've received from people. From secondary school all the way till now. What a funny experience it is! To go through the past and be atonished at various things.

I'm not a letter writing kind of person. I like to write, but only to myself. Or I've wrote but don't know how to pass to the person. I've like 10 letters I've written but didnt get the chance to give the other party. But reading through all these letters brought back mixed feelings. I smiled at most of them and wanted to tear at some. It sure is interesting to be doing this now. I'm just going to put down some parts of the letters that I find interesting and I will categorised them properly.

The Team

I've received a fair share of letters from my teammates. All were written to encourage me and those letters really brought a huge grin to my face.

First up, Cindy. She is probably the person who wrote to me most. She was my k2 partner for a while and I like her alot as a partner! Cause she always suprises me with nice gestures. So sweet.

'... i'm glad that we can row k2 together!... if you are unhappy just yell at me. No need to worry about offending me!... let's jiayou together :)'

Haha she is so cute! I am shocked that anyone is actually glad to row a k2 with me. Knowing my bad temper. She must be the 1st to want to row with me. The best thing is.. SHE ASKED ME TO YELL AT HER!!! oh man. Cindy is a good partner. I was sad we couldnt stay together. :( Cindy if you are reading this, I miss our k2 times!

Chiteng writes nice letter. Got a couple from her.

'.... i'm glad to have such a fantastic and BEAUTIFUL friend like you... come to think of it, how did we become such good friends? .. the days we chatted on the phone past midnight, going town after sch skipping study session, the first time we rowed k2 together..you really CHI DAO QUEEN LEH!..'

She says i'm beautiful! Hahhahas! You better mean it okay chiteng chan. How did we become such good friends? I think is because God decided that I need angels to protect me in JC so He sent me You :) Oops, I am a chi dao(late) queen? :( Haha that I know, don't need to tell me.

Okay got a couple of letters from van, jasmin, ps and lp. rach gave me postcard! Spongebob one. The rest like never write me letter leh :( damn sad. Haha I think the next person is quite interesting. Humin! My beloved senior in year one! She wrote us letters and bought us stuff. I am sure peishan felt loved by her. She is quite special to me. I've got a card for her that I didnt pass. :(

'...its really really nice to be able tp train with you two this year, gone through a lot together... remember when you just joined you were not fast but look at where you now.. your direction is the best among us 4 and we always feel safest to start beside you.. stay in contact, any problems or anything can just message find me or anything..'

Sigh I feel like crying already. I miss huimin alot. The more I read the letters the more I remembered about my year one. Indeed we went through alot together as the t1 rowers. The best part was she was always there for us. She offered to be there for me!! I haven't get that for quite long already. People usually don't tell me to find them should I have any problems. I think it's cause they think I am strong so I can do things by myself. Sighhhhhh I want my huiminnnnn

On a side note, huimin's handwritting is as small as peishan one. can anyone believe that?

Okay the next part is from sharon's letter. In case you are wondering why people only write good things about me, I'll show you the other side of me hahaha.

'....you were really quite hot-headed at the beginning...very scary to see you when you're pissed off haha next time when you are fed up think of me and SMILE!...maybe i'll sit in duck tour and visit you all during training next time!'

See, Im a bad person with a bad temper :( Sighhh if there is one thing I can change in my jc life it would be my temper. Sighhh never mind no use talking about it now. I am so sooo much milder now in canoe polo hor Leepeng? I think sharon's plan didnt work cause we moved to macritchie the next year. Hahah. Miss you alot sharon! Alot alot. :)

Ya lo only sharon and huimin wrote me letter. Joanne NEVER LO :(

My 1st 3 months classmates.

This is interesting. The last day of our 1st 3 months, our class wrote something for everybody on a slip of paper. These are what I've got :

'I will always remember your cheeky grin and ACT SEH attitude.. at 1st thought you look quite scary and dao.. glad you are not infact.'

'you have been a nice approachable person who cares for others'

'you are a kind and friendly girl and also very helpful.'

'try to find ppl in the class you are close to.. dun always sms..anyway at 1st you know I tot you were quite dao bud now you have opened up more...'

'if you decided not to join canoeing can consider house reps..'

'you are nice and friendly.'

These are just some. Haha after reading them I wondered if I have split personality last time. Some say I am dao, some say I am nice and friendly. What am I!!?? Haha but you see, I just appeared to be dao only, when you get to know me I am REALLY nice and friendly la. So all you people, stop saying I am dao. :) Right Joanne?

Okay wanted to go on but have to stop now cause my clothes are ready and I am tired already. What a funny experience. Hahaha.