Monday, July 02, 2007

After a whole afternoon of dabbling with wordpress and LJ, I have decided to switch to wordpress.

So there peeeps, I've moved to www.huiyingg.wordpress.com !

Find me there :D

Friday, June 29, 2007

I heard this on TV:

" I don't know what is love, but I know what it isn't! "

Such strong words but how true that actually is. Many times we realise that we know the negavity of one thing more than the good of it. For example, we know that we are wrong and that is usually the only thing we are right about. It is kind of sad if you were to think about it...

Oh well.

Comtemplating a move to LJ or Wordpress soon. Any suggestions?

Monday, June 25, 2007

I came home a little earlier today. Dinner is not even ready as I typed my words here. I remembered the many times when dinner was cooked but I was not home yet for it. This small reversal of roles disturbs me a little, but I am smiling as I typed my words here.

Things have been good since my Orang Asli Trip, but I really couldn't find the time to sit down and recount everything here. Yet in my heart I fear that the more I drag my memory, the less accurate they might turn out to be. My eyes just ran through entries that two of my friends posted. Rachel put up something about her Laos trip and Jasmin, her Germany trip. I am hearten because as I read their writings, I know they are doing great in the Lord. That alone makes me smiled as I typed my words here.

I am still waiting for the photos from the Orang Asli Trip.

You know a lot of times, we go about our lives, toiling and dragging our feet through the day only to discover at the end of the day we don't even know why we try so hard. Sometimes we don't even know who do we try so hard for. When I read Rachel's post, I know it is going to inspire many people. And I know everyone is going to see how meaningful she has been leading her life there and even here in Singapore. The bottomline is not what she does that is meaningful but who she is doing it for. And I know deep down that the joy of the Lord is so evident that she must share it with others.

For in 2Cor4:6
For God, who said, "Let light shine out of darkness," made his light shine in our hearts to give us he light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ

In the Orang Asli villages, once the sun set, everywhere else is pitch black. Because they do not have electricity, darkness knows no boundary there. A simple torch can light up a whole area there.

Many times I wish to share the light with friends whose hearts are fast being engulfed by darkness. I think of how life will be different if they have a good reason to wake up to everyday. I wonder how it will be for them to have their hearts bursting with the joy of the Lord like how I feel. I wish for many things, and I hope that I will not stop at just wishing, but will one day be able to see it come to past.

I can't wait to see Rachel again!

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Mosquito Bites Count:

Left leg: 6 bites
Right leg: 9 bites
Left arm: 2 bites
Right arm: 6 bites
Neck: 2 bites
Face: 2 bites

Total: 27 bites

I hate mozzies. But it is all worth it!

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

I am back!

I love the mission trip and I heart my bathroom.

:D

Monday, June 11, 2007

Feelings are way too fragile for anybody.

Feelings and emotions that are laced with so many intricated strings attached, how can anyone be up to the match? Handling with feelings is like playing with fire, one wrong move can send the tide toppling to the extreme.

Or handling feelings could be like handling dry ice. If you do it right, it will be very fun. But if you mishandled it, the dry ice will literally bite your hand. And they say females are complicated. I attribute it largely to the fact that we feel way too much for our own good.

This is why I say females should always date a guy. Much more easier to handle than you know, your girlfriend.

Hahah.

Do you know what bugs me the most during work?

When the patients stroll in one by one instead of coming all at once. The moment I plonked myself onto the comfy chair, the second patient will come and I'll have to stand up again.

The feeling is so... URGH!

But of course there are times when you encounter patients that makes it so hard for you not to frown.

Patient: Do I need to take off my shoes?
Me: No, you DON'T have to.
Patient: *Proceed to remove his shoes*

Then ask me for what!

I call this 'character moulding'. Hahahah. :D

I am desperately in need of more sleep because I am barely clocking 5 hours everyday. I need a bed... I need my comforter...

Because I am quite tied up with the mission trainings and stuff, I kind of miss my outside friends already.

I miss peishan! And I miss michelle.
I miss chiteng and that stupid leep.
I miss persis chua and deborah chen.
I miss yuzheng! And I miss training.
I miss sean's kong rubbish!

Tsk. I haven't even pack my bags yet.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

It is kind of funny how you think that you don't remember certain things but realised to your horror that you always do. So I concluded to myself that hey, maybe I am not as forgetful as I made myself out to be.

Anyway, mission trip this thursday all the way to next week! I can barely wait! (:

These past days have been spent doing a couple of things. And one included the yanking of the band-aid off a still pretty raw wound that I told myself to forget. And I guess at maybe some point of time I probably did, yet couldn't help but go back to the dark place for a while.

But God said in His word in 2Cor12:9 that His grace is sufficient for me. And I am still learning to hold on to that. Yet I believe still very muchly that as long as God is in charge, it will eventually be alright.

Aferall, faith is believing the unseen isn't it? And faith is when you can't trace God's hands in the things that are happening to you but you choose to trust His heart. Faith comes from the love for God.

I am so mumbling to myself nowadays.


I wish we didnt have this in common.